maybe thats exactly what you want.

well its abit of everything. the way you see me is different to how i see you. when i grow up, when i leave this town, you realise im not coming back. you had your chance, the light was on but you switched it off. The sun will always rise, even if you don't happen to be there. i wish i that i wasnt so real, so easy to hurt. To be the wind, the air, the earth beneath my feet, or the stars in the sky, anything thats not here, not me. Im following my dreams, realising all my wishes and desires, and well, i cant do that here- not with you. some things i choose to forget, i choose who i see, and i see who i choose to believe. Do you wish you could take back what you said? i bet you will when im falling from so high. i hope you cry at night, that you know with all your heart what you did. i dont hurt anymore, i just want a little revenge. in reality i shall be gone, but in your mind i will stay with you forever. ill be the breeze that comes in your window when its hot at night, the sound of your smiths album on repeat, ill be there always. in your eyes, under your skin. the sound you make, the picture you see. and even though ill be a million miles away in a different world, know that ill be laughing. laughing always. payback's a bitch, and when i die, youre going to fall apart.i promise. and that makes me laugh so very very hard.