hate me, i absolutely dare you.

it's like smelling fresh cut grass or being in the back of a convertible under the stars. or returning home from a long trip or just driving with no destination in summer. Its like the feeling you get when you get an A on your report card and your parents tell you how proud they are. Its the surreal feeling you get standing underneath the japanese lights sparkling in the night, the taste of your favourite mango dressing drizzled over your salad. or when you hear your whole family laugh together, or perhaps the whooshing of a tunnel when you drive through with the windows down. Its like when you have a fun flirtatious phone conversation with the guy that you really like and its costing soo much but it makes you so damn happy. Its the feeling of talking to an old friends after a month or two, yet the two of you are still as close as ever. its like the feeling you get when you hear your favourite childhood song on the radio for the first time in years, you turn it up and feel so alive. Its wearing your new shoes out for the first time, knowing that you look so good in them and it makes you smile to yourself, or that feeling of going up in an elevator, like all your insides tured into live wires and are sparking in your tummy. Its like the way your heart flips during your first true kiss, or the way it feels so nice and warm to hold someones hand when youre lying on the beach at night and there is nobody else around but you two. Or when you drive around in the front seat of that car that belongs to the boy you like, and even though you should feel scared beyond control coz hes driving so fast and stupid, yet you feel so safe and alive. yeah, that feeling. the way you make me feel, feels good to me.