follow you home, you have your headphones on and youre dancing.

youre new to the game but ill use any excuse to make you stay a while. an insight into what lies beyond, past what you can see and touch. im not a view you can admire, nor a text to analyse. i dont follow a routine, life is the thing that keeps me on my toes. i like breathing in and out on counts of seven and listening to songs with no music. its like words strung together in such a fashion that it creates a melody in your mind. i like new places and i like old places. new is exciting, it installs a hope in you, a hope that this will be the place in which everything becomes right. that this is the highest of the highs, somewhere where everything fits into place. new can be anything. new can be what you need, it can be what you want. i want to sit under a white archway in the middle of a amphitheatre one hundred miles from here. i'll wear a white dress with plain white heels and ill shut my eyes and breathe. the echo of my breathing sounds like the ocean, rythmic and predictable. its something to hold to, to depend on when everything else falls away. its like standing in the middle of a battlefield, you know that life can be taken away from you at any point. everything youve ever known, every dream, every hope, every wish. I like night time more than day. at night i say a thousand million things i wouldnt dare utter under the harsh glare of the sun. Like being caught in the headlights, open, exposed, out in the light for everyone to see. i dont like that. i want to live in a house by the sea with white lace curtains and a pine wood ceiling. i shall have all white furniture like queen victoria with big archways and marble floors. there will be never ending music, not like the type you hear on the radio. but the life music, the type you cant record. yeah it's intangible. i find solace in the intangibles in this world, there's something comforting about not being able to predict when something comes or where it will be. Its like the wind, you cant see it, but you can feel it all around you. surrounding us, like the love that brings two people together, thats why it hurts when love goes away. There is no love in routine. love is unpredictable, not reckless, but nothing you can categorize. thats why i like being in love, you cant make it happen anymore than you can bring someone back to life. it is just the result of an exciting passion fueled, unstoppable force which ties me to you with invisible threads of silk, stitching us together at the seams. inseperable. you know so much more than i, you intrigue me with your words, and i feel like i'm living a dream. i wish sometimes that i was more like you. that i knew more about the world , more about life, that i learned more from my mistakes. yet there is something so glorious in the unknown. dont you think?