sweetness, sweetness i was only joking.

it's the colour of the sky, the colour of the ocean, its the colour of my soul, it's the theme song of my life, it's the ground beneath my feet, the air that i breathe. underwater, up above, crying rainbow tears that melt into the grass. chasing invisible fairies across the field in my white dress, glass bubbles hanging like decorations from the sky. sherbet clouds and vintage headbands with beautiful patterns are tied on the fenceline. i'm spinning around an around in circles, chanting your name louder and louder until i become the words, i become the air in which i throw them. i tiptoe along the rope like it's something important, you know. like it actually matters if i fall. i laugh in little bursts of music, coz you make me happy inside, it's a beautiful world and nothing matters, nothing makes me sad. crying makes me happy coz it means i remember. i write love letters and hide them in tree hollows, i bottle up fireflies and run around at night lighting up the sky. i listen to radiohead and take pictures of cherryblossom trees. will you call my name like i call yours? come hold my hand, join me. it's kind of beautiful here.