the feeling of nothing, the absense of hatred, the absense of love. well they were gone from me, and i missed them dearly. i wanted to be able to reach outside of my golden box where i was everything i wanted and nothing else stood in my way, i wanted to reach outside that box and take the feelings that were destined to be mine. pity i didnt take self control. because i have those feelings now. but the world tipped on its side, the spinning is beginning to make my stomach churn. the signs

actually i dont know why im trying to make what i have to say sound any better than it is. im a hundred percent evil and going to hell. the end.